Dreams

Once I had a dream
I was among family and friends in the light
I awoke to see the dream reality
Awaken by the light
I heard the sounds of laughter and happiness
I saw them all from the window
I opened the door, stepped outside
And all was darkness
I was alone
There was no warmth here
No joy only loss
In my desperate trashings
I could feel myself crashing
I awoke still in darkness