Today is just uggh

Pretty much a continuation uggh from yesterday. Work sucked,  so much the amount of sucking cannot be measured.  From working the first part of my 14 hour shift in the rain. When it wasn’t really supposed to rain.  So that was like 5 hours in the rain. Needless to say I was soaked by the time came to head to my next work site.

Quick trip home to change into dry clothes then off to the next place.  About half way thru that 8 hours. I got super nauseated, which was only made worse by certain smells at the site. Needless to say I was throwing up during every patrol.

Fast forward spending the whole day in bed , tired and feeling like shit.  This weekend has sucked that is all.

Another Abc’s of Kink from Karin Webb

I really enjoy homework. Homework is a creative prompt with which I aim to please my partner. Homework gives me permission to let go and get raunchy and overtly sexual, to be nurturing in a welcomed way, or be useful as set specifically forth by my lover. Homework can stretch my ideas about what I’m capable of, or…

via H is for HOMEWORK — ABCs Of Kink

Music ~ Royal Wood

 

 

 

 

I keep on running from the buildings tall
The buildings tall surround
Like in a circus oh a circus tent
A circus tent I’m a clown

What good’s a mirror without a face
Without a face

I keep on shelling out my memories
My memories like cash
Except they do not hold a currency
A currency that lasts

What good’s a mirror without a face
Without a face
Ahhh
Ahhh

I’d like to lie back in the certainty
The certainty of you
But now I realize there is nothing
There is nothing absolute

What goods a mirror without a face
Without a face
When there are spirits to take our place
They’ll take our place

Ahhh
Ahhh
Ahhh
Ahhh

I wish that I could build a time machine
A time machine and save
All this trouble for my present self
My present self and say

What good’s a mirror without a face
Without a face
When there are spirits to take our place
They’ll take our place
What good’s a mirror without a face
Without a face
When there are spirits to take our place

Ahhh
I think I miss you even more…

Paradise

I’ve dreamed of paradise

I’ve stood outside it’s gates

Seen the perfect world therein

And known it was not for me

 

I create perfection

Not for me but for you

It’s all I shall ever do

For I am a monster

 

And in my paradise

There is no place for a serpent

Especially one who will never repent

Though this Eden be built is upon lies

 

It will stand long after I have turned to dust

Its gates will never rust

They will forever glitter with the shine of gold

For my soul I sold

For copper and silver to make them with

 

My craftsmanship is without doubt

And the ends justify my means

For there all is what it seems

And you know the happiness you deserve

My current musical obession

I love this song. “Glitter and gold” by  Barns Courtney

 

I am flesh and I am bone
Rise up, ting ting, like glitter and gold
I’ve got fire in my soul
Rise up, ting ting, like glitter
Like glitter and gold
Like glitter
Do you walk in the valley of kings?
Do you walk in the shadow of men
Who sold their lives to a dream?
Do you ponder the manner of things
In the dark
The dark, the dark, the dark
I am flesh and I am bone
Arise, ting ting, like glitter and gold
I’ve got fire in my soul
Rise up, ting ting, like glitter
Like glitter and gold
Like glitter
Do you walk in the meadow of spring?
Do you talk to the animals?
Do you hold their lives from a string?
Do you ponder the manner of things
In the dark
The dark, the dark, the dark
I am flesh and I am bone
Arise, ting ting, like glitter and gold
I’ve got fire in my soul
Rise up,